There is no trying to Be someone with a form and a story. Formlessness has none of that. Anchoring in the timelessness finds no one and no story. Timelessness cannot be divined conceptually and subsequently known. The Knowing Is timelessness.

The mind, as the ‘go to’ diviner, cannot ever fully understand timelessness. And that is good because ‘that’ keeps us in the ‘I don’t really know’ field allowing the stopping of conceptual pandering. Once the mind gives up, then the field is clear of all that silliness of ‘trying to know’. 

There is no ‘trying to know’ because that is an obstruction to ‘What Is’ already Here. The ‘Knowing’ of the limit of ‘trying to know’ is knowing not to put any dependence on a failed system of the conceptualization of everything. 

Trying to understand Nothingness with the mind is akin to measuring the ends of the universe with a 12 inch ruler. Ain’t gonna happen. The only tool is Oneness Itself.

Being Beingness has no ‘someone’ needing to Be nor someone needing to understand. The anchor is IN timelessness resonating before all constructs and content. Stories are to be seen through like templates on an overhead projector.

The spaceless space of Being is the fundamental element of whom we are always. Timelessness can infer ’no time’. The measurement of ’stuff’ through space is time. When all ’stuff’ or ‘mass’ is essentially space, where is the time?! Time emerges when there is a separation into some ‘thing’. But this is a seeming and temporary separation where time would then seemingly arise.

When everything is everything time is not necessary because there is no separation into ‘mass’. ‘What Is’ has no mass or stuff to respond to. Having a defined space can give you mass and then time is possible. No space = no mass = no time = no measuring = Nothingness. Being Nothing equals Being Everything.

The poignant question is – are we the content or are we the Openness Formlessly Being spaceless space? Who is asking -the content called matter or stuff? To ask the question is to not know. There is no question needing to be asked in the Fullness. Again, ‘not knowing’ is the openness to Openness.

Spaceless Space is Self Knowing Self with no other. ‘What Is’ is there is no choice because there is only the ‘What Is’. Be ‘that’ timeless One. 

There is no ‘next’ in the Now. In the moment, only in the moment, is there fulfillment. Going someplace else for something else, is reaching too far. It would be out of balance to be out of balance. Fulfillment has to be Now. Fulfillment never exists in the future. And where are we always reaching? 

Looking for fulfillment is not fulfillment. The ‘looking’ is the distraction. It is in ‘time’. Time is an appearance that is intended to be temporary and fleeting. Fulfillment cannnot be found in time as time itself has inherent instability.

What is ‘before’ time, ‘during’ time, and ‘after’ time, that has stability. And ‘that’ cannot be measured as it’s depth and breadth is too vast. ‘That’ Is Us, aka Oneness.

Timelessly, our balance and harmony are Here right Now. We have to ‘See’ we are reaching to ‘know’ we are reaching. When reaching, we feel incomplete because we never really find true fulfillment. The ‘reaching’ exposes our incompleteness. The ‘reaching’ can go on indefinitely.

It is not for the mind to be the authority of what Self Is. The mind is always playing the game of being right, even now as it reads these words. The act of being right is artificial and belongs to a someone trying and doing. The ‘doing’ ends up as the undoing of Being (seemingly). There is no ‘doing’ in fulfillment. It Is pure effortless Being.

Being Is fulfillment. Being Is existing before the overlay of time and the constructs and accouterments that typically define fulfillment. Living Is Now with no ‘next’ and/or “After I get this.” ‘Next’ allows the mind to reach into the construct of time giving it the authority to define the undefinable. Fulfillment Is. Fulfillment is not on a pole just slightly out of reach in some delusional future.

Ideally, there is no looking, just Seeing. Seeing the timeless Spaciousness as true identity. There is no differentiation Here as there Is only one open Spaciousness Being Spaciousness.

Everything Is always complete when It Is Everything. There is nothing to complete as Nothingness is always Everything. The starting and ending are the same changeless point. There is no ‘doing’ Here. It Is a Knowing. Know this resonance as You. There Is no ‘other’. Completeness abides Now.

Does Silence ever change? Is Silence ever silenced? What Is the nature of Silence? Can Silence be quantified?

Silence can go nowhere because It Is everywhere. There is no movement Here. Silence is the substrate of everything. And It cannot be measured as It Is ubiquitous. Everything appearing and seemingly covering up the Silence is silent in the Silence. Silence Is undeterred in It’s Presence. It’s Presence Is before any appearance of any appearance, loud or soft. Silence Is Us uncomplicated, quiet, and complete.

Nothing is ever added to the Silence despite appearances. Nothing can stick to this Nothingness. The source of everything Is Everything which Is Nothing but Silence/Stillness/Openness.

The idea that we ‘have’ Silence is merely an idea carried by a ‘someone’. The ‘idea’ and ‘someone’ are contractions representing a fictional story we believe in. How far is ‘that’ reality removed from Reality?! Can we even ‘See’ the falseness of all that?

Silence, like Life, is carrying us. It Is all Silence. Belief has no business Here. ‘Someone’ does not even exist except as a very temporary character in this play of Consciousness. There Is no ‘other’ identity but the Silence. The Silence is not a mental understanding vis-a-vis the mind. The ineffable Silence Is Us, always before, during, and after any seeming-ness of time. Timeless Silence carries Us as there Is only Silence Itself.

There is no ‘getting’ to Silence as it is all Silence/Stillness/Openess. There is not a ‘someone’ expanding into this Silence. That would be a story. And there is not even losing a ‘someone’ to become this Stillness. The act of expanding or losing a ‘someone’ to reach Stillness is a gaming played by mind. Remove the added activity and added noise by dropping the intrinsic belief in ‘doing’ anything. ‘Doing’ births a ‘someone’. Silence Is timelessly Here Now. A ‘doing’ of any kind is way too much, begetting a false premise.

Resting as the Silence/Awareness/Stillness Is Everything. Nothing and noone needs to be fixed or added, as It Is all this Oneness.

The priorness of Silence has no seeming start or finish. Eternal Presence is always Here between the words, between the thoughts and other appearances. Silence Is also the ‘seeming’ appearances, thoughts, and actions. Even the ‘space’ between things, is seeming. This Priorness has no density. It Is the Formless using an appearance of form. Ultimately everything Is Formless Silent Being Being.

Be ‘that’ effortlessly. There Is no ‘where’ to go.

What leaves first, space or stuff? Perhaps a better question is, “What never arrives or leaves?” How do we measure the continuity of ‘never’? Can the timeless formless ‘One’ be measured?

The stability of ‘never’ is never questioned? How could it be questioned? There is no rope long enough to measure it. Where does Pi end? Emma Haruka Iwao has calculated Pi to 31 trillion digits. Adding another digit only makes the claculation longer. It does nothing to reach the end, which is always adding another digit, so to speak.

If this is not stability then nothing is stability. As a matter of fact ‘nothing’ can’t be measured either. It is when there is some appearance that has no long term stability, that measurements can be utilized. This is to say that stuff (or appearances) are inherently unstable and ultimately unreliable.

Again, ‘stuff’ (or appearances) are measurable and quantifiable and relatively unreliable in the long-term. ‘Stuff’ comes and goes. It comes second and leaves first. What ‘stays’, is the more compelling question. And that is not ‘stuff’.

The over-focus on ‘stuff’ aka ‘the temporary’, to the exclusion of ‘everything that is nothing’, is instability in action, to the expense of substantive but unmeasureable existence. ‘Unmeasureable existence’ is the stability where the measurements of ‘stuff’ take place.

So, in order to measure ‘stuff’ we need to have a secure and stable platform for the accurate measurements to occur. The things that can be measured can only be measured in the space where measurements cannot measure.

Do we see the compelling juxtaposition/contrast in all that?! So without the ‘unmeasureable’ we cannot measure a darn thing. The point being iterated is that we essentially ‘miss’ the ‘greater importance’ of being in the spaceless space rather than having our attention clinging to the apparent and expectant mortality of ‘stuff’.

All forms appear in the formless/timeless Self. Our true identity Is the unmeasureable unknowable Self. Through waking, dreaming, and deep sleep states, this Consciousness continues unabated. This Is stability in action. It Is Conscious space with no dimensionality. It Is openness with no boundaries.

Thinking we are a form rather than Knowing we Are Formless, is missing the spaceless space for what is in the space. Underneath the thinking is the the Knowing of Knowing. Thinking is measurable. Knowing Is Awareness as formlessness Being being unmeasureable existence.

What arrives first doesn’t even arrive as ‘it’ has no arrival or departure. What arrives second always has a start and end date. Being the eternal Self has no starting date as It just ‘Is’ always.

Be first by just Being Being. Nothing needs to be done and nothing needs to be added as everything is Everything Here and Now. There is no arrival and there is no departure. Isness just Is. Do we have space for ‘That’?

The ‘me’ cannot be used to get to where ‘You’ already are. Trying to get to Beingness through the ‘me’ Is futile.

Taking the same dead-end road of ‘me-ing’ to get to Beingness is a clear definition of futility. ‘You’ Are already Here. There is nothing ‘to do’ to get Here. ‘You’ Are ‘Here’ where you thought you wanted to Be. That job is done Now. Now the only job left is to See that ‘You’ really never can leave where and what ‘You’ already Are.

The ‘me’ is always ‘after’ Being. Eliminating the supplemental ‘me’ step eliminates a large quantity of distraction and contraction. Problematically, clarity is obscured by all the efforting. There is a very clear defaulting to the ‘me’ that appears to be choice-less. It is choice-less only in the sense that we are unaware that we even made a choice to be the ‘me’. That is the unnecessary effort we often feel is necessary effort a la the ‘me’.

The ‘me’ is seen from what we always begin with as the ‘so-called person’. We Are not the ‘me’ and we are not a ‘person’.  These two limitations pull away from Being-ness. The prior-ness of being Being is the ‘no-view’ of seeing the parochial view of a small temporary self without getting caught in this imaginary self.

This Is Seen every moment, meaning you have entered timelessness and are not being bound by temporary structures. ‘Now’ there Is nothing to get Here because there is no getting to Here. It Is just Being Here Now as always as always can Be. What exists Here has always existed Here Now. We have never left Here.

You can’t go through the ‘me’ to get passed the ‘me’, to get to whom ‘You’ really Are. Realizing ‘that’, then the ‘me’ is put down as a lost cause. If there is a utility of the ‘me’, it is the ‘undoing’ of the ‘me’ and it’s role as dictator in chief. This leaves nothing. Welcome to Reality.

There is nothing to think through. What Is Present has always been Present. Thinking is not the path to get ‘You’ where ‘You’ Is Now. Thinking is the go-to tool that the ‘me’ uses to regain seeming control and familiar comfort. Thinking is a lesser vehicle that is subsequent to Being. 

The ‘me’ is the wrong door. It is really more of a trap. There are no tools or tooling to get to where You Are (unless you ‘think’ so). Thinking is a tool and cannot directly reach Beingness through thinking alone.

Thinking like the ‘me’, is ‘after’ Being. ‘Thinking’ is an appearance that comes and goes. Existence is never moved by any thinking. Any ‘effort’ is unnecessary effort as far as Beingness is concerned. Effortless Being needs no fuel or summons to Be. ‘It’ just Is.

When we See the ‘defaulting’ to the ‘me’, we See the framework of how it works and doesn’t work for being the ‘me’. Seeing the framework, we See the falseness of even using the ‘me’ for and as a means for existing. Existence has no use for the ‘me’ as far as ‘existing’ is concerned. In truth, of course, the ‘me’ doesn’t even exist.

Giving life to an object never really works out in the play of things. The ‘me’ is doomed from the start. And there’s no one processing time. There is no manager on a clock. It’s timelessness Being Being.

Anything added is subtraction. Be as ‘You’ Are -nothing. There’s no trying to be nothing. That would be adding a ‘someone’ and then adding ‘trying’. 

There is no licensing agreement that the ‘me’ has to allow anything to happen or not happen. Having a fictional dictator is fictional. See before the ‘me’ and it’s ‘seeming’ obvious interference to the Silence and Stillness. The ‘me’ protests too much. Just Be the permanent background that supports the arising and falling of the specious idea of the ‘me’. The backdrop never fails to Be.

There is no ‘other’ to do or not do. Just Nothingness Knowingly Being.

There is no one here to become anything. There is no becoming. What Is Present cannot leave. If everything Is Everything then who am I?

When we are dreaming in sleep, we become a character in a different life. Upon shifting to the waking state, we drop the dream character and load up the character assigned to us in this particular life. Where are we and who are we, between sleeping/dreaming and waking/living? When there is no loading up of a character who are we then?

The I Am is always Present. The I Am Is the dreaming character as well as the waking character. I Am Is the I Am without stopping for any character.

Does the I Am ‘ever’ leave? The question needs to be asked because we act as if the I Am does not always remain. Do we stop existing when we change characters? What is temporary and relatively un-real? What is permanent and always ‘real’? 

The I Am is expressed in the resonance of the words we utter and also in the vibrancy and alive-ness of Being. 

Our true identity is Beingness starting with the I Am. Being-ness is not a character. Characters all have a temporary existence. Being-ness is forever. 

Life Itself is living through Us, playing and casting characters. It is a real movie. But there really is only one star actor. It Is Nothingness. Nothingness is the Life living the ‘me’.

In any movie the actors personality is put aside in order to do a successful casting of a new character. Yes? How is that different from sleep-dreaming and waking characters?

What is clearly needed is emptiness and nothingness to give the best performance in character.  Question is do we really need to load up the character upon waking? If the character needs to be loaded up then do we have to act from the character?

The connection to the I Am ideally is always being acknowledged despite the appearance and/or disappearance of the character. This connection is Present always, despite any refusal to suggest otherwise. Ideally any character we play is played from our true identity of Nothingness. When Nothingness Is Present, a stellar performance is assured. There will be no complications from a competing false self to distort the presentation.

Our entire experience arises in Awareness. Awareness Is emptiness and knowing-ness purporting something/everything. Only the ‘Nothingness’ of Awareness can handle the expression of everythingness. There must be a platform for the expression. Everything always lands on Nothingness. What other platform could there Be?

Nothingness is our true identity. There is no ‘doing’ Here. Any actions taken have absolutely no effect on Nothingness. Just Being. Contrarily, doing and doership is part and parcel of physical space and dream space. The ‘character’ naturally abides there. The non-physical realm is where untouched timelessness Is Being Beingness. The timeless un-manifest Is the Nothingness before, during, and after any manifestation. The changes and appearances seemingly occur in physical realms in time.

The ‘Real’ Is always the ‘Real’. The nature of the un-real is ultimately ‘Real’. Abiding effortlessly as the Nothingness Is always enough whether a character is being played or not. Our true nature Is Here Now. Nothingness abides in all states of Being.

Who I Am Is Nothingness.

Awareness never goes anywhere. It always remains Present in the Silence, the Stillness of right Now. It Is the ‘right Now’ having no place to go to as It Is all Awareness.

Awareness Is always still, rather than the unnecessary engaging and perseveration in the identification of thoughts and the meaning of conditions. The ‘idea’ of self Is not Awareness. Awareness of ‘no concepts’ is Awareness Seeing before the establishment of structural conceptualization. Know that. That Awareness can be seen only by the uncluttered open Awareness. The temporary foreground never interferes with the permanence of the background. This is the true view of Nothingness.

However, the tangle of self is an ongoing obsession of constantly adding and maintaining artificial boundaries to secure a more stable self in the foreground. A belief in a separate character is created and sustained through constant efforting. The boundaries of this self are of course self-limiting systems.

The basis of this self is purely conceptual. Concepts are static not dynamic. The stasis of self then demands ‘a doing’. This ‘efforting’ then creates a dynamic separation from higher Self. The ‘efforting’ takes the conceptual base and seemingly activates it as a ‘doing’. These are steps and efforts away from just Being. There Is no ‘efforting’ in Being.

All the effort of establishing/reestablishing a false self results in hitting the proverbial ‘refresh’ button again and again resulting in effortless Awareness seemingly becoming effort-laden. There is no refresh button nor is there a need for one, as Awareness is timelessly Here Now Being Being. Effort-ing is a clear sign we have missed the mark of effortless-ness.

Awareness Is always first as there is no ‘other’ except seemingly so. And ‘that’ is the foreground dancing its dance. What Is animating the foreground is the background, unseen and untouched.

Eternal identity is the backdrop to all appearances. It cannot be anything but first and always first. Location is a limitation. Looking for a location is looking gone amok. There is no center to ‘everywhere’. Eternal identity is the unmoving backdrop of no limitations of time nor space.

Falling back effortlessly into “What Is”, is the background that never changes It’s formless Presence of Now. There is nothing quicker than Now meaning that Now cannot be anything but first always. What is second is temporary. Be First effortlessly.

‘That’ can be taken a couple of ways. First, Nothingness is not looking for a reaction. Nothingness does not need a reaction. As Nothingness, Nothingness is everything to include ‘seeming’ reactions. Is there anything Here that is ‘not’ Nothingness?! Nothingness Is without the doing of anything.

From the point of view, albeit a more limited view, the idea of a false self presupposes that a reaction is proper and/or required. This created ‘me’ maintains itself by replicating its false existence through a constant rendering of opinion and individual viewpoint. The ‘me’ must be sustained to be the ‘me’. Without the sustenance of pushing its agenda of survival by addition, replication, reaction, and inclusion, the ‘me’ will find itself unsustainable without this artificial iteration. The death of the ‘me’ would be a natural evolution as there was never any real life to it anyway.

Reality of Nothingness shines It’s fullness as complete without any need whatsoever, to include reactivity. The ‘I Am’ Is what is happening. But even deeper is the Nothingness that is moving all ‘that’. What ‘Is before’ cannot be quantified. The causeless cause Is everything. ‘That’ which perceives ‘the knowing’, just Is and that is enough.

The ‘me’ is an unnecessary reaction (itself). ‘It’ goes nowhere. ‘It’ is an endpoint not a beginning. Starting with the ‘me’, is absolutely going in the wrong direction. What Is before the ‘me’ is already Present. Staying Present is not reacting to the endlesss needs of the ‘me’ as our main focal point. Staying Present has no ‘me’ as a viewpoint. When we lose the viewpoint of the ‘me’ we gain ‘no view’ or no preference. That Is everything/nothing.

Since there is no one there to ‘have’ a reaction, we lose the preference for me-ing. Consequently, what is left is sustainable as immediate Presence in what Is before all that other jazz. The point of Being Being is found to be the backdrop of everything and that everything is Nothing. Nothing Is everything because It Is the sustenance of everything. Nothingness Is formless Awareness that has no depth or bottom. Is that not everything?

When we ‘stop’ for the ‘me’ we ‘stop’ Being Being. We stop experiencing and become ‘our’ experience. ‘Having’ an experience is a far cry from ‘just experiencing’. When we ‘have’ an experience, we stop for the ‘me’ to gather it up so the ‘me’ can be fulfilled. The ‘me’ time is mutually exclusive to experiencing ad infinitum. The ‘me’ opts to stop the perennial movment of Being to ‘contain’ the experience.

The question is, can we ever really contain and stop experiencing? Experiencing cannot be stopped except seemingly so. The falseness of the rendering of a ‘me’ is clearly a pretense. There Is only the nothingness of the Oneness. Nothing can be added to this Fullness. The ‘me’ is not a true default. The ‘Real’ Is Nothingness just experiencing experiencing constantly. There Is no ‘other’ Here.

This Nothingness is not an experience to experience. It Is just experiencing ad infinitum. There is no beginning nor end to just experiencing; to just Knowing Knowingness with no stops ever.

The ‘Real’ has no stops or reactions.

Waiting would be in time. Time would be a construct created within the breadth of eternity. Basically time or waiting, would be a subset of eternity. Eternity never actually would be left behind, but rather eternity would ‘appear’ to be in the background. The emphasis on the foreground, i.e. waiting in time, would ‘appear’ more predominant.

It is almost like the emphasis on time has eternity waiting. But ‘that’ cannot be because then we would be giving eternity a characteristic of time. Eternity has no measurement and/or limitation that can house its breadth and depth, especially something like ‘waiting’.

Eternity is immediate. Eternity Is Now. This ‘Now’ is not in time. This ‘Now’ is full with no missing parts. The eternal Now has no parts, or things, or pieces separate from Itself. There are no shapes ‘Here’ as emptiness/timelessness is shapeless.

The formlessness of Now is immediate. The ‘Now’ is not around the corner. The Now is always Present as Now. ‘It’ cannot be clocked like some thing. The unchanging timeless Now cannot be waited for in any time. The presence of Now is Now before and beyond time, with ‘time’ coming and going ‘in’ the Now. The ‘Now’ is not affected by the institutionalization or de-institutionalization of time. Time seemingly marches on. The Now is true permanence.

The ‘longing to Be’ in the Now is coming from the always-ness called Now. This ‘longing’ is meaningful due to its source Being Now ever-present reaching seemingly into time.

To wait and/or get ready to go into the Now is to immediately leave Now-ness. Even when waiting for things to arrive or pass, that ‘waiting’ is an immersive experience away from the Now. There is no reason to wait for anything (and leave the Now). The act of ‘waiting’ itself is an artificial mis-alignment with ‘Now’. Yes, one cannot really leave the ever-present Now. But the creation and investment of a conceptual barrier seemingly separates one from Self in the Now.

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It Is just Now. Nothing really can be added except formless ‘nothingness’, which is not a thing.

Too often we engage in the act of waiting. Waiting on what is next is offensive to Being Here Now. Offensive in the sense that we dismiss in a wholesale manner, the ubiquity of Now-ness for a spurious idea of time. Separation occurs because we choose to leave Presence Itself.

In reality, there is nowhere to go, there is nothing to do, and there is no ‘next’ to find. It Is all Here Now. Of course, if we ‘believe’ otherwise we then choose the lesser vehicle, time and time again. Asking what is next is really a not so subtle choice to leave Presence. Being Presence is leaving linear time and what is seemingly next. There is no ‘next’ in the Now. It Is always Now.

There are no lines to Be in the Now. Follow the ‘longing to Be’ back to the eternal Now.

There is noone here (or there) to throw under the bus. We say (and believe) that everything is happening to me. We always add ‘the me’. Does a ‘me’ exist to even add?!

When we add a ‘me’, we seemingly separate from what’s happening. But we Are what’s happening. Our own reality says there is no ‘me’ to add.

Conditioning and belief will disagree. But then who is it that requires us to add anything to anything? The truculence of old programming arises. But again, we still are ‘only’ what’s happening.

Tirelessly adding a ‘me’ is Sisyphean to existence. It ultimately goes nowhere but down. It rolls down and crushes and re-crushes the false self.

Having said the above, there still is a body and a character association that is not to be confused with true self. The unmeasureable energy inervating the body cannot be quantified except in the most superficial terms. Content dies while aliveness is eternal. The vehicles we use fall under the rubric of temporary phenomena.

So, when I didn’t get enough sleep last night, it was the carrier body that didn’t sleep. It’s like my Ford Fusion didn’t have enough gas. It is my vehicle and there is a consequence. But that has nothing to do with who I Am.

 So now my car got a ticket. I didn’t get the ticket. But I have to address and handle the ticket.

I Am is before/after consequences and temporary phenomena.

Conceptualization and story telling result from reliving past experiences and/or reaching into an idea of future to pursue a different quality of experience. These ‘experiences’ are not an alive reality. There is no one and no ‘me’, certainly, to actually even find to have an experience. It Is ‘just’ experiencing. What is always there (Here) Is the Isness of ‘what’s happening’. When we slot the fullness of ‘experiencing’ into the smallness of ‘experience’ we lose the aliveness of ‘experiencing’.

‘Experiencing’ needs no ‘me’. We Are always experiencing! We Are always Being. Nothing needs to be added, ever. What is happening ‘to me’ really just happened without the imaginary ‘me’. And the ‘happening’ never goes into past tense as it Is always ‘happening’. There are no stops for the past that ultimately does not exist.

The ‘happening’ just keeps on ‘happening’ ad infinitum.

There is no story-telling in the awake field. The awake field is wordless everythingness. Ideas have no real meaning Here. Just Being and Happening Is enough.